A baby smiled at me today
A baby smiled at me today and I wanted to cry. The baby smiling at me meant so much to me right now. I'm struggling with OCD. I have a lot of fears in my heart about my nephews, about kids growing up in the world we are living in. I feel so low and so afraid some days. I'm also struggling with my health and I think about death a lot. To be honest I have fears about something happening to me. I don't want to cause sorrow to my family and friends. Scrolling on social media is one of the most toxic activites for me. I see reels and posts about accidents, about disease, about a new this and a new that. We're ingesting micro-plastics everyday that are going to cause us to have a stroke or heart attack on the day our arteries and veins are blocked. So don't drink in plastic bottles and we are also breathing in the micro-plastics. There's this cancer-causing element that is found in the ground and that is in pasta, bread and potatoes. It is just too much for me. I wa...
